Things That Really Dont Matter

Dear Case ;
I truly love you, even though I may do things that make it seem like I don’t. I love your face, your personality, your attitude, everything, especially your ability to somehow love me back. I can’t stress how sorry I am for everything that I’ve done to you that was negative in any way.. Which is a lot. You’re my one and only, for ever and always. I can’t begin to imagine my life without you and I don’t want to. God, I fucking love you Case Ray Hicks and I always will no matter what happens. I can’t live without you. I will ALWAYS be there for you just like I know you’re there for me.
We only need each other.
And you don’t know how good enough that is for me.

So I.. I got a dress.. H- he doesn’t like it..

I can’t stop crying
And he’s getting angry at me for crying
And he’s telling me I have no reason to cry
And the only person who should be crying is him.
And he’s saying that I have it great, that I have no problems.
He’s getting angry at me for blaming this on myself when he’s already blamed it on me.
And I throw things so I don’t hit myself and he’s getting more angry and calling me a hypocrite and he keeps saying I’m over reacting but I don’t think I am and I just..
He doesn’t.. Get it.. No one does..
I’m not like this for attention and I can’t help the things I do.
And I’m shaking and I’m sad and I can’t stop being so damn worthless. Ohgod I can’t stand this

Me:I messed everything up!
Him:You didn't mess everything up, you just mess up one time every single day.
I don't exactly think that you're supposed to tell someone that they mess up every day after trying to convince them that nothing is their fault.

I’m going to be very angry if I get my period while spending time with my grandmother. :T

Anonymous asked

hey, just popping in to say that you're awesome and that you should stick around c: Have a lovely day <33

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thederpvengers:

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Bruce Banner is such a cutie patoot :3

I want to die. I can’t stand it anymore.

Anonymous asked

Hey! I hope you're having an okay day, first off. As far as the whole pretty thing, beauty is less of what you see and more of what you are, you know? And it can seem a lot like looks are all that matters but really that's a load of horseshit and you're awesome. Self harm is a bitch of a thing to have to work through, and I'm sorry that you're feeling so bad about yourself. I'm not going to tell you to stop, but I just wanna remind you how much you're worth. I hope you feel better, Kat. -anon

Thank you, really! But I can’t escape the feeling and I don’t think I ever will until I actually do something about it, play around with different styles, and finding one that I feel good in other then jeans and a t shirt. But thank you, so much.

so fucking paranoid right now…

kidakakash:

im afraid i talk to much and he gets bored and says he has something to do when really he just wants to not listen to me…

or i know i upset him but he doesnt want me upset cause i would be if he was.

im a fucking mess right now and i have to put on that damn mask that i worked so hard taking off…

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